Hello, I’m A Mad Man - a disabled, housebound veteran and artist whose life is shaped by both adversity and creativity.
My Story:
I live with a constellation of chronic conditions, including Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS/RSD), Fibromyalgia, Chronic Migraines, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, ADHD, and severe allergic reactions to many common, everyday items. These diagnoses aren’t just medical terms; they’re part of the daily reality that dictates what I can do, when, and how. My world is much smaller than it once was, confined mostly to my home, but within these walls, I continue to carve out space for expression and meaning.
Art as a Lifeline:
Art is more than a passion - it’s a lifeline. On days when pain and fatigue are overwhelming, creativity becomes both an act of defiance and a form of therapy. My process is unpredictable: sometimes I work in digital mediums, other times I sketch by hand, or experiment with 3D design. Each piece is a testament to what’s possible on any given day, shaped by my body’s limits and my mind’s refusal to give in.
A Vision, Adapted:
I once imagined The College of Bards as a vibrant, collaborative community for artists and dreamers. Now, it’s more about connection in whatever form it can take-sharing my work, exchanging ideas, and supporting others when I’m able. The vision remains, but it’s scaled to fit my reality: a quieter, more personal space where creativity and solidarity can still thrive.
Who I Am:
I am, first and foremost, myself: a person who refuses to be defined by illness or limitation. I’m curious, determined, and, yes, sometimes more than a little stubborn. I value honesty, kindness, and the small victories that come from simply showing up. My journey is one of adaptation and resilience, learning to find beauty and purpose even when life is hard.
Why I Share:
I share my story and my art because visibility matters. Living with invisible disabilities can be isolating, and I hope that by being open about my experience, I can help others feel less alone. My work is a reflection of my journey-imperfect, evolving, and deeply personal.
If you’d like to see more of what I create, or simply want to connect, you’re always welcome here. Thank you for reading, and for being part of this ongoing story.
-- The A Mad Man
